I watched a group of lovely women gather, good friends since the 80's they told me And they laughed and chattered and giggled like school children and oh.... my .... God... I was so jealous. So I offered to take their picture as group, knowing the small kindness would help ease my sorrow. And it did.
I'm coming up on my 16th anniversary. And two weeks after that, the .. *anniversary* -what a terrible word- of my husband's death.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooiZUzHEYNk
And oh my God I miss him. He left me, sneaking out in the middle of the night like a coward, like a little boy sneaking back home to his Mama who will tell him how evil I was, how I poisoned him. How I was his killer. And that was his pattern, leaving every five or seven years in the middle of the night with a note,... I was his Good Bye Girl, and damn me to Hell, I was absolutely incapable of saying NO to my Love, to my Heart to my Soul... And now that he's gone, with no closure.. every year around this time my heart gets yanked out of me and ground down into the dust of .. what. Loneliness? Is that all it is?
So never tell me how sad your life is because you do not have someone to support you. Never say that. You who have your special someone, you have your Family, you have a support group which you have built from your childhood ...
Mine are all behind me. Lost lost thousands of miles south, my Family, my Tribe.
And I know I'm going to die just like my Grammy. Alone. Lonely. Heart sick with a brave face and a smile plastered across my my cheeks .. No No, I'm cool, I'm OK. See? I'm smiling. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqS6LoBa_nQ
and my words will not linger past the last dead leaf swept into the gutter.
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Monday, October 14, 2013
Thursday, September 26, 2013
I am sometimes, when I reach beyond myself and dare to touch farther than I should, amazed... astonished... breathless and delighted at how small this beautiful world can be if we just dare to reach out.. Each and every one of you that I have found, refound, newly found and always found are like scents on a breeze in a meadow ... a crazy quilt of musk and sharp and bitter and sweet all blending to exponentially more than the sum of our parts.. Like a quantum physics of friendship.. Like the mapcap meshing of mismatched metaphores that make a crazy kind of logic.
And I THANK YOU FOR IT!!
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And I THANK YOU FOR IT!!
>^,,^<
Friday, August 30, 2013
Wild Women With Power Tools
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Sometimes I feel like the World just opened up and embraced me. When I chat with friends that I SWEAR I have known for years, what do you mean we've never met?? that just happen to be living in Australia, or Ireland, or Scotland, or England. When I realize that I'm setting up a Guild Raid with a US Pilot in Afghanistan who's really a gnome caster in real life, he just moonlights as a Hero who rescues people in a helicopter. When I get good life-saving advice on my sick cat from a collection of Kitteh LOL Speaking fans who work as Exotic Pet Technicians during the daylight hours. When I realize that a friend I've never met but I KNOW!! and have yukked it up with for years had to be interviewed after the Boston Bombing because he was an eye witness.
And sometimes the only thing between me and darkness are the faces & the voices of people I've never had the opportunity to hug in real life, and the sure and certain knowledge that I am Not Alone.
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And sometimes the only thing between me and darkness are the faces & the voices of people I've never had the opportunity to hug in real life, and the sure and certain knowledge that I am Not Alone.
>^,,^<
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
I Remember Fondly ~ A Blast from the Past from EverQuest
I Remember Fondly
I wish I'd met her. The RP aspect is what got me into this game.
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A Blast from the Past from EverQuest
Dadruss~
Something posted in the guild only area of the message board made me think...... why not start a thread were we list people we remember..... who have left both SoF & the game or were not in SoF but you remember them. If you have someone you remember (preferably fondly) this could be the place where they could be remembered & acknowledged.
Feel free to post as many times as you want although it would be nice to not just list a name but also what memories the name conjures, perhaps how they impacted your game play and anything else you'd like. I will leave this initial post without a name but intend to acknowledge a few fondly remembered characters by acknowledging your posts or adding my own to what I expect may be a growing list. While the danger of such a thread is that someone in our respective pasts may feel smitten if their name is not posted. For those who know some of our SoF members this is more likely because some may take a while before this thread is even discovered or acted upon. Worse yet some of our members have memory that is the size of a gnomes pinky which is why our raid and class leaders have to give the same instructions 2-3 times before each engagement and hand walk some of the guilds members to staging areas if they seem daized. Dadruss Lvl 75 Cleric |
Ceidia~
Wyndaser and I learned Veksar together and hung around there killing the undead for quite a few lvls, till Rl caught up and she and her husband needed to leave the game.
Mclearn (spelling) just like grouping with him, always made me think boy he makes this look easy. Oghie becuase I really like how hard he played the game and well was always fun to talk to. Lewis (again spelling) - Was someone that helped me with my shard farming, was the first person that showed me what a wizard-necro combination could do to 100K mobs And there are a couple of others that I hung around with but I can not remember their game names, will try and rember and post them. |
Drakka~
Mastashreda
Most people currently in SoF won't remember him but he was a member. Despite the fact that he was suffering from an incurable disease that was sapping him of all his energy and killing him, he always had a virtual smile on and never complained about his situation. In fact, most of the guild probably didn't even know he was sick until after we lost him. He was an inspiration to me and many others who got to know him. He passed away in his early 20s.. barely having a chance to live life. |
Wolfdanser~ Favorite Tailkinker
Angil~
Aww I enjoy reading about your fondly remembered people Thanks for posting this thread Dadruss!
The first person I ever met in this game was a kickass mage named StormDancer. She had an alt at my level (this was when Skelliqueen my necro was my main) and she walked me through a lot of the basics. We became great friends! She used to look out for Angil too, making sure I got to group every day with her and her husband. She was like a sister to me. She left game because she had a baby and moved to a city with only dial-up! LOL Another little hot mage was Ibeni... that little gnome (who was always in Dark Elf illusion) was so excellent! Her rogue Nenian and I used to shred Ldon's every week! Ah the memories! She had 6 accounts and sold them all for WoW... I've had a lot of great people I've met over the years and despite them having either left game, or moved servers, their characters are still on my friends list. |
Angil OfMercy
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Festus~
Justar,
Thank you for posting about Mastashreda. He was a great in game friend of mine who I miss and think of often. You are right he did hide his disease with a grace and strength few people have. I did not know about his disease until afterwards but like you said he ALWAYS had a smile in game that made you enjoy being around him. He will always be the #1 necro in SoF regardless of what any listing/ranking ever shows.
Fes
Nikkii~
Kirea, I miss her
Zamanthia,, Such a sweetheart Oyee, One great friend. And so many more that we in Sof when I was here before. The good times are hard to forget. |
Dadruss~
Few that come to mind first (I'm sure there will be others)
Nugent; a druid that was always going out of his way to help people and our raids. Met him personally when he came to the west coast at my house along with another old friend named. Nuge became disenchanted with the Druid class & drifted from the game. He asked me to liquidate his account and make a sizable donation to SoF. Panas "Pants" a ranger who also was very personable and drifted from EQ about two years ago. Tazer? Who was it that used to have a weird thing that he would say... yelp.... in /gu or /ooc when he came into the zone was it Tazer (spelling) he would go; "Spoooooooooooon" or some such thing? Used to make me chuckle some each time I saw it. ICBash. Nice guy. Warrior we talked a few times on the phone. Very personable. Dad |
Balludar ~ Captain No Pants~
I miss the old Order of Balance crew; Keaian, Cynnara, Soram, Durendanna and so many others. They were my first real guild family and the stuff we did with such a small group of people was simply amazing. I really miss the days when the game had that intrinsic excitement that never seemed to go away.
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Blazinn~
Sweetblithe~
Tileren- Hands down the most humble, fair, and generally nicest person in and out of game. He was a founding member of Harmony of Souls, and was a good friend to all that knew him. Rest in peace.
Barrac- A retired guildie, my sponsor, and an all around good guy. I hope you get more playtime in the future.
Isknaed- My first SoF buddy. He disappeared after posting that he was recovering from a harrowing car crash. I hope you are well where ever you are.
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Drakka~
Raids just aren't the same without Balkamp running around pantsless throwing his Slime Coated Harpoon at mobs and losing it forever. | ||
Dadruss~
Hehe Smile lot of fond memories listed above.... will add;
Past leaders formal and informal each one had a tremendous amount of charisma and interacting with them always left me feeling good. I miss these folks a lot as well;
Mojogoth (SK) and his wife Stumbalina were instramental in starting us on the DoN progressions when they first came out.
Centuri..... OMG what a nice person & one of the better tradeskill enthusiasts. Was she the one that was always distracting the raid by flashing us and the mob as we were about to engage a mob or after the win err or whenever she got the inclination or was that another character.
Ayar / Ghriz jeeze do we owe them or what
Alysar what a nice class leader so nice to interact with.
Two tank classes I always enjoyed seeing in /gu
Cleaner
Cruncybone
Dad
Kivuli~ Guild Furball
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Kuzain. for someone to be this passionate about the RP aspect of the game is just amazing. she always put a smile on my face when i talked to her. no matter what was going on she always seemed in good spirits.
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I wish I'd met her. The RP aspect is what got me into this game.
Tesserae, was the first SoFer I met under guise of her gnome alt: Sleega. She wasn't quite as effervescently happy as Wolfie, but she could've been her twin for all that. They even played the same race/class combo. She was a dear to play with. She engaged me in some RP while we were hunting Paludal Caverns together, and we had some great RP sessions, and it was through her I met the rest of the guild of the time. In fact, she was my sponsor.
Daggerclaw, took over my sponsorship with Tess had to leave the game. A stand up guy to be sure, and a blast to hang out with.
Berix, helped me test the Filthy Twink boardgame at a gather and a dead ringer for Daggerclaw. I swear they're twins or something.
Kinamurk, used to beg me for Spiritual Purity. I don't think I ever got him killed but I could be mistaken on that. We did Sebilis together.
Sharkann, could lock down mobs like Fort Knox. I definitely got him killed a few times. Hell of a chanter.
Mistwulf, I still have a shot of her in front of Severilous, just behind...
Peyti (Xarlurn), who was tanking at the time.
Gaelle (Tima), I met on my first ever raid with SoF which was Dragon Necropolis. I thought her armor looked really cool so I took a screenshot of her. I think I still have it somewhere.
Xarulrn~ Lizard of Looooooove
My god such great names here. Kina and Lornaa, Sharkann I loved every moment I ever grouped with him, what great times we had with all these folks. So great to see them mentioned here. Mistwulf Dc...so many...
Zigglewort, for being just such a great guy and a mighty warrior in such a small package. /salute you sir. The entire raid lead crew of Sof and the run to Plane of Time, I had such a great time every time I logged in I couldn't get enough, thank you so much.
Nikki~
Dadruss~
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Dadruss~
Here's an old name.... Reverick..... Understand he was a huge tatoed intimidating looking guy in RL but he had a cleric personality. He apparently stepped on some toes but hey I liked him. He once tried to come back to SoF & EQ not sure if he still plays but I remember him fondly and miss him still.
Great list Spedocd...... good job .... brings back memories. Stratofortress was our class leader forever...... great heart that one. Ikky was always a delight. Oh my the train memories of Gaxe what a puller what a tank. Pent !! geeze theres a semi legend. Snowblind a true legend. What a nice person as well. Matthias nice guy miss him Crying or Very sad was sorry to see him leave (two times Surprised ) Barrac theres a fond name from the past.
Dad
Nikkii~
OMG Im so not on your list:(
Skitch~ What's "Enrage"?
Nope I had YOU covered! | ||
Skitch Ofrentic / SpEd O.C.D. - Increasing my post count.... one meaningless post at a time! Skitch - Don't worry , I got your back Spedocd - My name is Sped. Don't make my O.C.D. kick in! |
Nikkii~
LMAO,, whatever
Perraine~ Sir Prance-a lot!
Pretty much the whole Harmony of Souls crew.
Jibjab, Daggerclaw, Sydney, Tazer, Nugent... (sure I missed some) And of course, the people who gave me the best of times in game, the BYOC weekly groups. |
Dadruss~
OMG yes and there was Perraine thank you for posting Perraine and jogging my memory ..... It was Tazer that did that spoooooooon thing?
How could I forget Sydney actually met her along with Utaldain in Las Vegas at my one and only EQ convention.
Jibjab & Daggerclaw!! What memories.
Then there was a Wizard along with his wife ( they actually lived within 30 minutes of my house in Loma Linda / Riverside / San Bernardino area I think.... forget both their names but we had a gathering in Las Vegas along with Fandelar? and a few others whose name also alludes me ATM Embarassed Saw the Blue Man group together?
Dad
Drakka~
You may not know this, but Sydney was in SoF before she was a HoSer. Only back then I think she was a paladin.
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Caressa~ Mistress of Heals
Wow, there are many from SoF who's presence is greatly missed in EQ. I'll start with my original sponsors into SoF ...
Quillian and Reorx. That goes back a ways! I came to this EQ in 1999 because I'd known Quill and Reorx for years when we all played UO together. Quill wouldn't rest until I "converted" to EQ and over the years ... he applied the same process to joining SoF. *laughs*. Those are definately good memories.
Brewt, who I knew long before joining SoF. Great person and sorely missed, although, he still shows up in EQ2 from time to time.
There are so many others I miss that I met during my time in SoF: Snowblind, Taimar, Alliah, Barrac, Ghriz, Ayar, Kiari, Gaxe, Cleaner, Iksnaed, Junoson, Icbash, Mojogoth, Stumbalina, Crunchybone, Zefftalin (though he still sometimes shows himself) and that dang lezzard Xarlurn !! I miss them all!! Last but not least, I miss my close friend Smimps who can't type worth a darn but has a heart of gold.
I'm sure there are many more I've left out who tease the elusive edges of my memory as I write this.
Dadruss~
Oh my Smimps what a nice guy thanks for the reminder Caressa...... actually no Justar I never did know that about Syndy.
Lenir!! ................ havent seen him forever. Didn't he go work overseas?
Dad
Jublain~ Jubster
Wow i loved looking down through this list brings back some great memories the first couple of SoF'ers i ever met were Jessyl and Thaenatos and oh my goodness what a great couple Jess was such a sweetie an Thaenatos was an inspiration of what a paladin was !
Shortly after them i met Sivle ! and that was when i decided i wanted in on this guild lol such a great guy . I rember running around BBM looking for oak bark for them lol . Also zigglewort was the bestest shortest tank man around in the day /salute and berix what a nice guy some others i knew early on that weren't in sof Wincee a eudite mage who was a fun an funny guy who i also knew in RL an his RL son Maumoss who was a kickarse druid also Barec whom i grped with often an Fera an all around great guy . and i rember a chanter who i hung out with often with jess an thaen but i can't rember her name she was a sweetie too ! ok i could go on but think this is already my longest post ever lol
Perraine~ Sir Prance-alot
Not sure Dad, I know Tazer used to carry his shovel everywhere he went though. "Fear my shovel" or something along those lines We had a HoS gathering in NJ at...God, I can't remember his name..but his house. Me, Sydney, Sepa, Jabbuk, Ellocopato from Twisted Fates...some others I can't recall. We seriously need to have a gathering again. *cough* Hint *cough* Unless you all feel like hitting NYC and having a huge BBQ, then go out to Manhattan the next night, etc | ||
Xarulrn~ Lizard of Loooooove
Damnit I want to hug every single name on this thread. Thanks Dad, what a great thread.
Nodua~
WTF!? Not only was I only covered in sped's "YOU should have been mentioned" BS, but I am not #1 on his list. Quite frankly my awesomeness should mean me being #1 on everyone's awesome people list.
BTW Ciedia I talked with Mclearin and Aljama last night. They do show up sometimes, just much less. Mcslacker has a 1 year-old and is too busy with work to play much EQ anymore, but I did siggest he join SoF hehe. p.s. I miss Motrain/Taylinn(the original one) too. Anyone from TO remember how he set up a knex ferris wheel thing to run the CH rotation? I think I have the pic he sent me somewhere on my comp and I will try to dig it up, but that thing had me literally rolling on the floor laughing. Just remember clerics that your job can be done by a children's toy! |
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Kivuli~ Guild Furball
Shivh, the monkly asshat. Can't forget him.
Raun, who God help us went into TEACHING. The children are doomed.
Dadruss~
Found some old notes from the Trip to Las Vegas;
Two old names from my HoS days Teker what a nice guy lives in Canada Keauvas think he lived in San Diego. Nice guy. Chenier & her husbad Krynose?...... were the people who lived near me Caitlyn never made it but I remember her fondly as well Dad |
Murjden~ Murjy-Poo
Fond memories: Being one of the people that helped start SoF and seeing what it grew into; catering Aly and Ayar's in-game wedding; first time on a Plane raid; hanging out with a certain so-and-so and one of his alts just grouping when I used to mostly just solo (you know who you are... I always appreciated it too); dugann and I working on that damn wolf for one of my quests and pulling it off in the nick of time; grouping with aly, ayar and daconia where those evil eyes were, just hoping that the ring would drop Wink
...and so much more....
I miss every damn one of ya being in a game I play.
Murj (the retired)
Festus~
Murj!!!
How you doing my old friend? Hope things are still going great for you Smile Btw you need to unretire hehe
Festus
Murjden ~ Murjy Poo
Hiya Festus!
Yup, doing great! I've been blogging quite a bit, and doing crazy writing ever week here:
(I'm the "Steve" referred to in those initial posts, and I post as "Steve (The 24 Guy)" over there... I don't post under the nickname Dave gave me (that's too much, even for me!) Writing keeps me off the streets, and prevents me from accidentally aggro-ing things. Ha!
Been anxiously waiting for Age of Conan to start up. Can't wait to see what that's like. I'll probably have to do a serious upgrade on my graphics card from the looks of it though.
Hope you're doing well too. Smile
Dadruss~
Murjden good to hear from you...... see how easily we forget ..Thanks for the post I was hoping we would get a few posts from our past formal and informal leaders.
Dadruss lvl 75 cleric
Xxandarlo~
First off, I'm touched that I'm on a couple people's lists. I miss EQ a fair bit, and miss y'all more than I miss the game.
Folks I miss playing with, from the olden days: (even if I do see some of em IRL, I still miss playing EQ with em) -Aramil, Bubkuk, Mynuit, Panze, Tyburon, Crunchybone, Graywandiir, Kdune... the really oldschool TO team -Oogbooger, Rez.. who picked up Draxx when he was 44, and dragged him along on his first two raids ever - Vox and The Hole -Motrain (whose k'nex contraption was originally used for fishing) the crazy 4-cleric-boxing CH rotation-by-himself crazyman, Taylinn, Dranagrar, Tathi, Mclearin, Aljama, Akenna, Nodua, Ciedia, Conanin... the last standing of the TO team -Nitsujlak, a mediocre-at-best shaman, who had the absolute worst sense of direction, and I'm sure a bad case of narcolepsy... he'd get lost ANYWHERE, and fell asleep at the keys on more than one raid / outting. "Pulling a Nits" became a catchphrase in TO because of him. Amusing kid, so-so shaman -Yael, Dragica, Tyanu, Vladish, Noelle, Athera, Sugarbowl, Sicora... who were fun to hang out with, raid with, chat with, or some mix of all of the above And of course, everyone who was active before I went inactive... An update on me: I'm officially retired from EQ (at least, for now), I dabble a little with VG (2 hours a week, if that), and dabble a bit in some offline games. Mostly I seem to be "busy" Carrini + I are getting married in 19 days (eep), Crunchybone is my best man, and folks who made my list, that will be attending: Aramil, Bubkuk, Mynuit/Gillenielle, Dranagrar, Tathi, Akenna. Work is also "busy", my garage is done, my yard is 65%-ish done, and the basement is "in-planning". And Carrini is starting to talk about kids... I suspect "busy" is going to be my permanent state for... a long time. |
Draxxalon Coryphaeus 70th Erudite Bedazzler of Quellious
Xxandarlo 70th Iksar Stonefist of Cazic-Thule |
Drakka~
Sofbot.
She was a good and loyal wench and a hard worker. Most of you probably never knew her but for those of us who did, she is missed.
Skitch~ What’s “Enrage”?
I still have hotbuttons and our chat channel set up....I miss her so much it hurts /cry
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Skitch Ofrentic / SpEd O.C.D. - Increasing my post count.... one meaningless post at a time! Skitch - Don't worry , I got your back Spedocd - My name is Sped. Don't make my O.C.D. kick in! |
Dadruss~
Laughing
You guys are weird.
Xxandarlo! Good to hear from you. Oh my the mind is the first to go Old
Dadruss
Panas~
This is a nice thread. Brings back some very good memories. It has been a long while since I've visited these boards. I have many fond memoried of my time in SoF.
Dadruss - for the record, Panas is retired, but still I play Lonate (my chanter.) And I never left EQ... except for when I had to when I went on deployment Keauvas left San Diego shortly after I got Stationed in Hawaii, back in mid-2002. He moved to New Jersy, got married and started a family. He has a daughter that is about 4 years old now. For those that know him, I'm sure you'd be surprised at that, but it's true! He now lives in Saudi Arabia doing some uber-computer-geek stuff over there making buckets and buckets of money. I still talk to him on occation. Be safe! -Kevin Panas Griffinbane (Retired) Lonate - |
Zeion~
Wow what an awesome thread to come visit on. I haven't been around in a long while, and I thought I would stop in and say HI. Then there is this thread in the Traveller's Rest....Soooooo many memories. Eventhough I have not played EQ1 in a long time, I still miss sooo many people and feel inclined to post.
Justar for one. What a unique and intellegent person. Thank you friend. Ayar and Aly. Thank you for the great memories of the SoF Parties you all used to host. Kiv. Dirty kitty. Ziggle L2 Kiari (rod please) Gaxe (someone give this guy a sandwich) Ghriz (someone give this guy some hair) Snow & Taimar (hey Tai remember hacking off Kiv by turning his pet into a pumpkin head, and getting a great reaction out of him) Sivle Sharkann Wolfdanser Perraine Rrowzing (run rrowzing, RUN!) Trucc Rumpin Zydallion Silgar (thanks for dying with my about 500 times in NTOV on the way to PoM) Sevle Raun (looked much like his character) Mogun & Thalula (i think) Balkamp (never without beer in hand) Tima ( such a helper) Daggerclaw Carresa (known since i played UO, aka Moria (OTR)) Some older friends that I remember from the 1st SoF party, that some of you I am sure will remember: Kinamurk Willowwhisper Morgael Berix (gnome power!) Proteus (crazy btw) =P Memories: -Remember binding in PoF while trying to kill Cazic Thule and just rez zerging him? -BYOC! -GuPP -Sleepers Tomb -Remember that little guy in PoG that you had to kill right before killing Tunare that had like 1 trillion hit points, and pushing him from one side of the zone to the next. LOL. -Loading please wait.... (way too familiar with that line.) -The Hole (/cry) There are soooo many people that have meant a lot to me, and it makes me sad because I know I am forgetting to mention a lot of them. I am glad to have been a part of such a great guild.I hope everyone is doing well, where ever they may be, and that life brings them happiness and peace. I will edit my post as I remember names. Take care my friends. -Zeion Insurrectionist. Enchanter |
Balludar ~ Captain No Pants
I miss Sofbot and our late night /cyber sessions...
Fsony for ruining that love!
Xxandarlo~
I'll chime in on the /mourn sofbot.
That was one of the coolest bits of website integration I've ever seen. Very nicely done Justar. /rude SOE for killing her |
Draxxalon Coryphaeus 70th Erudite Bedazzler of Quellious
Xxandarlo 70th Iksar Stonefist of Cazic-Thule |
Deadmaker~
I realize none of you would recognize any of these names, but I feel it is neccessary to honor the people who have made their marks on me throughout the time I have played EQ.
Jelofist/Gemen - Monk/Enchanter friend who helped me on Kanarak back when LOIO was still a great zone to xp in. Matsunaka/Frap/many others - RL friend who got me addicted to EQ, he convinced me to start a shammy when I really just wanted to play my human monk (this was before I owned Kunark otherwise Hongkon would have been an Iksar). Aubryanna - Great cleric friend who always had room for me in any group she was in, and also was a huge part in Kanarak getting his PoTime and GoD flags (she would log me in while I was underway). Because I have always had a hard time getting pickup groups, this list is pretty short, but I want to especially thank everyone in SoF for your extreme awesomeness (probably not a word, but it fits). You are the best! |
Too lazy to fix my sig.
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Perraine~ Sir Prance-alot
Ooh, If were doing memories...
1) Kiting most of the dragons near the ToV enterance so the raid could zone in. (still a pic in the image gallery I think?) 2) Killing EVERYTHING in PoNature and then missing out on the Tunare fight because someone had to kite that stupid tree boss around for neary 2 hours. 3) Getting massive assistance while I was still an appy to get my epic because "The guild needs more than one bard with it". 4) Leading a raid to kill Thought Horror Overfiend, chiding the raid to be extremely careful running across the invisible bridge, then promptly falling to my death. 5) First Grummus kill, 'nuff said! 6) Kivulis 10th Ring war in Velious. Awesome event in every way. 7) Using 3 groups to do what was considered raid content at the time, and trying every trick in the book to win. 8.) /raid BIRDS INCOMING in 10 seconds! (As Saryrn's life went down) 9) Working together like fiends to try and get enough PoP keys so we could lead raids. 10) First Bertox win. That event stretched us to the limit and we truly became a cohesive raiding unit after that in my mind. Too many more to list! EDIT: Ok, some more! 11) Someone who shall remain nameless opening the lid in Aerin'Dars cave so half the raid falls in the water as we're doing flags/loot 12) Thinking how cool maps were and then missing the thrill of discovery. 13) Always getting lost in Lower Guk (except the Frenzied camp!) That route I knew like the back of my hand. 14) Killing the tar out of the Gnome guards in Misty Thicket for the uber 11 PP spears. 15) Seeing someone in the EC tunnel (torch 2) with full Rubicite. 16) Having 200 people "raids" in PoFear, then watching all the Druids needing to log out after the harpies were killed. Frigging Druids! THEN seeing a MONK win the Shield of Rainbow Hues.... 17) Brewt making over 1 million plat from Blacksmithing. Still boggles my mind. 18.) Last but not least, killing Justar 3 times in a row in the arena...then having to hear him whine about my "cheating kiting". |
Ghriz ~ Grand High Poobah - Retired
I wouldn't know where to start....
It feels like there have been so many iterations of SoF. They all shared the same camaraderie and spirit, but each had it's own cast of characters. In each guild era there were always a few people who stood out for me, people who were so close it was just assumed that if you were online you'd be doing something together. It wasn't even a conscious thought, just the experience of so many shared trials and adventures that not being together and being online would have felt empty and odd. I think in the end though, the people and experiences that stand out most in my mind are those times when the individuals blurred into the background and a sense of team took over. Seeing a group of individuals transcend into a realm where teamwork was second nature and shared goals became the glue binding us together. It gave the game focus and more meaning... for me at least. Earliest this would have been being on the pull team with Gaxe and Pokiri. Working plane of hate or HoT.. That sense of teamwork and KNOWING what the other was doing and how to play together instinctualy was powerful. I remember logging after a few of those nights exhausted and thrilled at what we'd done. You'd have to add in the sense of awe and wonder at what we accomplished in BYOC. I still think back to how much that team developed over time. It was the same magic as a well oiled pull crew, but covering the whole team. I don't know if I can ever thank Justar enough for letting me be a part of it. The raid crews for our run through POP stand out in much the same way, even if the first raid crew at Grummus didn't share that much with the one that finally downed Quarm. For something that could feel like a trainwreck on week and a small slice of bliss the next, it will probably forever stand out as the single most memorable online game experience ever. The raiders varied so much over time.. heck, probably only slightly less than the lead team. But all and all, getting to ride that big, churning, flailing and bumping machine was a hell of a lot of fun. That hardly touches the PoG raiding fun with Zeion, Sidetracking into sleepers tomb with a stout band of hearty nutjobs or even just the joy at camping the zone edge and farming hill giants for fat plat in our 40s. Epic fights galore, joint raid ventures and all their rewards and headaches. Like I said... I don't know where to start or end. So much was so memorable and so filled with wonderful folks. | ||
Vinc ~ Vinc NODONTPULYET!!!!!!!
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Old_Soeb ~ Lambikins
Ayar, Alysar, Zydallion, Balkamp, Dugann.....wow that brings back some old, fond memories.
For the real old timers, you can't forget the original 4-boxer, Macaxe. Nice to see SoF is still going strong and I actually remember some of the names here. If you see Soeb running around, smack him for me please. |
Daconia~
Soeb! Baaaa ... baaaaaa heheh
When I finally got uber, I kept a promise I made to myself and went to Blackburrow and blew that place up. Gnolls blasted everywhere! Revenge is sweet. Shaomystick had to have his name changed to Shaorinor because someone complained ... LOL I wonder if he's a doctor yet, was a good in game friend. Pokiri, an awesome person and loyal friend to SoF. Took a lot of time to decide if SoF was right for his character. Most excellent player and friend to have on our side. Wolfdancer and Vinc, ... LOL these two peeps good friends in RL as well as in EQ. Wolfie I'll never forget the ebullient "bounce bounce" and Vinc's steadfast strength and determination to learn and get a job done. Ayar, Alysar and Murjden trying to "exspleen" something to me! hahah Ayar not liking camping the evil eyes because he would inevitably get charmed and kill me. Justar .. this guy LOL .. I watched come out of nowhere, not really very confident as a young ranger but he quickly learned his skills and became very good at working his character. A loyal friend and SoF'r who spoke his mind and often misunderstood by many. EQ is a "social" game there was a time when a faction of SoF didn't like him. (I forgot who and why) but I remember having to put my foot down in his support. He's a good person, good with his character an excellent strategist and loyal to a fault. A strong personality with a blunt way of non-diplomacy LOL but there was no way I would turn my back on him. I even got to play with his mom, I forgot her characters name but I liked her, she was another good in game friend. Morgeal .. a primadonna enchanter Morg was fun to play with on the ball and knew what to do when and how without having to ask or tell him. He had several characters and I didnt know them all. I'd call him an in game friend as well. So many to remember, Gaxe, Reorx and his fish, Festus, Galiven and Arundel. I remember listening to a couple of players discuss how they will form a new guild and they all will have to carry a black pearl. Shortly after a new guild called the Order of the Black Pearl was seen and had a good reputation. Many of them eventually joined SoF, we were glad to have them as they were a bunch of really good peeps. Zydallon, I never played much with Zy but his input in the original founding of SoF was highly respected. I still enjoy his and Curari's posts in the political boards. I do remember you all and the adventures we had,some I didn't mention mainly because I don't have the time to write an epic novel. All hail SoF you guys rock! |
Tazer~
Wow! So many names that I've missed over the years here! Hello!
Dadruss, I think it was Tick that would yell "Spooon!", my 15 minutes of fame came from 'Less talk. More shovel.' Which in hindsight is a pretty stupid catchphrase, but we still use it today.
Quite a few of us can be found in WoW, on the Aggramar server. Alliance side in a guild called "Fate's Legacy". Pete is still leading, if you want to call it that. You can find a handful of SoF folks, some Blood Circle members and a few strays found wandering aimlessly that we've taken in and trained to not piddle on the carpet.
Would love to see more of you there if you want to say hi!
Best,
Jeff/Taz
Wolfdanser~ Favorite Tailkinker
ah sweet melancholy... RE-Reading this thread sure brings back some sweet memories, some sadness here, but most of it is a sweet sadness of those I love and miss.
AND Happy a great joy for the knowing of y'all!
>^,,^<
Isidrian~
Oi, coming back after letting my comp collect dust for 6 mos and meager play for 6-8 most before that has already made me unbelievably nostalgic. I think all the time of the people and times i miss. I do talk to several IRL, lost touch with others... sometimes i think i've been playing this game too long. I = old dog /smirk. /drowns in nostalgia
~You prob wont know many of these names and most aren't SoF. Hope you don't mind /smile Creizia /smile Tworgo/Rorgo/Vlad... and on and on... tho we still chat irl The original Lazzlo/Zurrg (even tho we talk often) Tyanu (we still chat irl, shes has a gorgeous little boy now) Ktani (very good RL friend) Ladigem & Runmarn/Runwar... (vg RL friends) Seagis (met him aroudn the time i met Klo's ranger man that was a long time ago) Zemelis Sico Sugarbowl Sleep (in all his incarnations) Yoshany/Toshany (god i miss that boy) Zan (miss him more than most) Rappy- Raptorix/Hacx (he once told me i was the cure for sleep, no idea what that meant /laugh) Yael/Carp/Litlamsetiv (tyanu finally told me what that stood for... still chat once in awhile, hes happily married) Medic (or however he spelled it...) Amfo! (Afmo but it always stuck in my head the other way round for some damn reason i can't fathom...) Nymm/Jondle/Delsen... (back when we first started playing before we split up we were unstoppable, a well oiled machine) Xaax (/poke klo where is the leezard?) Draxxalon (used to chat now and then, isn't on yahoo anymore, i know he got married...) Alanthir (he had some impossibly rough RL losses and left game, god do i miss him) Hakanur Kylene Alwrath (he said he'd come back if i did.... /taps her foot) Dragica Kuddar (yes i even miss Eeyore) Banala (wow i had forgotten him) Copper (i forget his real char name but he was a cop so thats what i called him...) Dreadlev, brach, ganyn, Vorkon!!, Nowen!, Modew, Zoaro, Amberthorn, Grey Moon, all the original members of Sisters of orion and countless others... i have been playing too long. |
-= Unforgiven =-
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Dragica~
So, I was looking for some old sigs that are "nice" to show my son (who is 9 now) I put in "Dragica Prexus" to see what I would find. This came up! After all this time it's nice to know a couple of people remembered you!
I have to say I do get nostalgic for the "old days". /HUGS Daisy! Heya to the rest of you and I hope everyone is having fun and doing well. I would type the name of every person I miss and would like to catch up with, but my old brain isn't up to the task and it's a long list. ~Dragica (aka Cheryl) P.S. Massive hugs and hiyas to Klotar, Ciedia and Draxx. I miss the Yahoo Room we'd have going all day at work. |
Beriberi~
Klotar and Ciedia are still around; Draxxalon left about two years ago.
I'm still here, although I'm usually hidden/sneaking.
Beriberi/John
Dragica~
Beri! OMG! Long time no getting you killed! /hugs I hope you are well. Very Happy
Geaine ~ Body count rising
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