Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas

It is snowing here at Wolfdancer Creek, adding to the 3 week pack, and snowed-in feeling of both isolation, and insulation. I find myself alone for the second Christmas in a row. Last year, it was because I simply could not face anyone, I knew I'd shatter if anyone gave me a sideways glance of sympathy. This year, well, it's alot like that, only different. I know I won't shatter. This year, I am taking this aloneness and embracing it.

Yes, I am lonely. Yes, if I think about it, I could cry. But no, I won't be spending much time thinking about loneliness. I am thinking about Lessons, I am thinking about Christmas, I am thinking about what it means, this season of giving.. I am hibernating, I am replenishing my spirit. I am embracing Bear Medicine.

I gave all the Song Dogs elk bones for Christmas, and the kitties all got a can of cat food. The ducks are fed, the goats got apple snax, and some Christmas hugs.

So from Wolfdancer Creek, I wish you all a VERY Merry Christmas and a most Blessed New Year. May he Peace of the Season follow us all, every one, throughout all the days of this coming New Year. Filled with Hope, I send my Love. Merry Christmas.



Thanks For 2 Day said...

Merry Christmas! It looks peaceful and beautiful where you are. You may be alone, but you are loved and needed by your animals, who you provide a wonderful life for. Hope you have a wonderful New Year. Jan

spookydragonfly said...

I heard on the news that Portland, Oregon broke a 40 year record in I had to check on you to see if we needed to send a search and rescue team!'re not really alone. Physically maybe no one shared your Christmas day...but Jan is correct..perhaps you are right where you should be right now, with all your animals who love and depend on you. Time for introspection and healing. Sounds like you deserve some healing,Kat. Your paradise looks beautiful and serene...I hope your New Year brings you much happiness!

Kat Wolfdancer said...

Dear Jan & BeautifulSpooky! I tend to agree with you. I think I am exactly where I am most needed. Sometimes we don't see the Big Picture, or the Grand Design, all we can do is track our prints, and keep our head up! :~)
Bless you throughout this coming New Year! I wish for us all, Peace, Understanding, and the Gift of Enough Time. :~) Happy Gardening!!!